a couple of months ago, as i came back from japan where i went for webX, i was in a very bad state i felt like i couldn’t do anything, felt forced in the day-to-day without a way out then i clicked i started taking some decisions that were not easy i took a roughly two weeks time off from day-to-day work to focus on my soul and mind i listened the book of taoism for 10+ times in less than a week, almost like a ritual i forced myself to do nothing for hours at a time, to enjoy the sun, a walk i focused every effort on playing tennis, which i found was an incredible way out of my decision fatigue at first, it was very bad, i felt i was not going anywhere, i was losing myself and then, at some point after a few weeks, everything made sense again i picked up the idea of working on a new avax economics path, i started to use a paper notebook to jot ideas on, and i started saying yes to everything turns out, when you say yes when you want to say it, it’s also way easier to say no when you want to say it i started treating myself as a platform to grow ideas and seed value i decided to focus 100% on my routine and to avoid travel as much as possible, bc i found out that travel kills routine way more than i imagined it took me TWO MONTHS to find a good, natural, smooth routine that could actually fuel my creativity every single day and now i feel in a perfect state, incredibly creative yet productive, connected but also isolated i never felt so aligned with my universe, so free think about what you want from your life, and then stop everything to learn how to get it that’s the only way to truly build something valuable